Let me start off by saying that I realize that this isn't true for all artists. I find, however, that many extraordinarily talented artists suffer with emotional disturbance. Having worked with many gifted artists, in various genres, I've come across more than my fair share of amazingly talented people who battle a psychological demon within. I've contemplated why this might be.
Recently reading through a profile of Vincent Van Gogh, triggered that question yet again for me. Why would a man who can convey so much feeling through his art, not be able to come to terms with his own feelings?
This is not a scientific theory, but as a person who is most happy when I'm creating, I also realize how much the two sides of my brain fight with each other. "Create!" "No! Organize" "Create!" "No clean house! Pay bills! Do laundry!" The recurring combat continues. I frequently fight with myself, wanting to be the best at everything I do, or what I think everyone wants me to do or be. I often have to clear out the fog of swirling thoughts, to be able to focus on the most important task at hand. Perhaps, those tormented artists are so deeply in tune with their creative side, that it almost shuts down the other half of their brain completely. In doing so, they can't come to terms with reason or with dealing with the every day struggles of life.
What are your thoughts?